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Dor: Nagesh Kukunoor perfects the art of story-telling

October 29, 2006 · 3 Comments

Dor opens with Gul Panag playing Zeenat, a character defined by a strong sense of honesty, determination, and self-will. The focus is on Zeenat’s serene profile. If your looking for any sign of make-up - you won’t find it. Meera, the other protagonist is played by Ayesha Takia.

Dor is a story of the two women, Zeenat and Meera. Their lives are inextricably linked by a certain sequence of events. At no point are the events incredulous or unbelievable. Also, the events themselves will not dominate your thoughts, rather it is the lives of the two women after these events that will leave a strong mark in your mind. At the risk of oversimplification, you will experience what the majority of women are up against thanks to Indian society and traditions. You will learn that there is at least one solution.

The talented Shreyas Talpade plays the role of Behroopiya. His entrance into the movie is almost an assurance that Zeenat and Meera will find a way to untangle the events. Shreyas’ brand of comic relief is not annoying or repetitive.

Last night, I watched the movie in a packed Multiplex-screen in Pune. Surprised? Even more so when you will learn the show was a late-late show (11pm). The movie had just one dance number (and that too, the number is set with Kajra Re from Bunty aur Bubli). Dor is shot only with the beautiful Himachal Pradesh and Rajasthan’s arid backdrop. I am so sure that India (urban and maybe even rural) will accept different cinema.

I admire Nagesh’s work. He has perfected the art of presenting a story to bind the movie-goer. The most memorable scenes have shades of surprise, uncertainty, despair, and hope all painted into brilliant depictions that are alive. I highly recommend Dor if you enjoy watching a rich story unravel. In Nagesh’s own words “The story wrote itself”.

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The red pill…

August 20, 2006 · 1 Comment

We have been discussing the Matrix (1999) all of this week in the real world. I thought I would quickly flash back to what I thought was the most significant scene in the movie. I will let it speak for itself,

(Lafayette Hotel)
Trinity
: This is it. Let me give you one piece of advice. Be honest. He knows more than you can imagine. (Neo walks into the door, Morpheus turns around to face him).

Morpheus: At last. Welcome, Neo. As you no doubt have guessed, I am Morpheus.
Neo: It’s an honor to meet you.
Morpheus: No, the honor is mine. Please, come. Sit down. I imagine that right now you’re feeling a bit like Alice, tumbling down the rabbit hole? Hm?
Neo: (seated on a red leather armchair) You could say that.
Morpheus: I can see it in your eyes. You have the look of a man who accepts what he sees because he is expecting to wake up. Ironically, this is not far from the truth. Do you believe in fate, Neo?
Neo: No.
Morpheus: Why not?
Neo: Because I don’t like the idea that I’m not in control of my life.
Morpheus: I know exactly what you mean. Let me tell you why you’re here. You’re here because you know something. What you know you can’t explain. But you feel it. You’ve felt it your entire life. That there’s something wrong with the world. You don’t know what it is but it’s there, like a splinter in your mind driving you mad. It is this feeling that has brought you to me. Do you know what I’m talking about?
Neo: The Matrix?
Morpheus: Do you want to know what it is? The Matrix is everywhere. It is all around us, even now in this very room. You can see it when you look out your window or when you turn on your television. You can feel it when you go to work, when you go to church, when you pay your taxes. It is the world that has been pulled over your eyes to blind you from the truth.
Neo: What truth?
Morpheus: That you are a slave, Neo. Like everyone else you were born into bondage, born into a prison that you cannot smell or taste or touch. A prison for your mind…. Unfortunately, no one can be told what the Matrix is. You have to see it for yourself. This is your last chance. After this there is no turning back. You take the blue pill, the story ends, you wake up in your bed and believe whatever you want to believe. You take the red pill, you stay in Wonderland, and I show you how deep the rabbit hole goes…. (Neo begins to reach out for the red pill, Morpheus closes his palms) Remember, all I’m offering is the truth, nothing more…. Follow me…. Apoc, are we online?
Apoc: Almost.
Morpheus: Time is always against us. Please, take a seat there.

This scene reminds one of their own refusal to accept what is their immediate reality. Neo tries hard to disassociate himself from his own reality (he is a software programmer, pays taxes and such). At which point, the stars deign that Morpheus will walk into one’s life and offer a choice. The choice is of course pre-written. Neo wants to see where the rabbit-hole will lead.

Fast-forward to the Nebuchadnezzar. Neo has been freed from the Matrix. Morpheus admits to Neo that they don’t free minds after a certain age, that they broke the rules when freeing Neo. The mind usually has trouble letting go. Morpheus then attempts to get Neo to believe that he can beat the rules of the system. Unfortunately, Neo fails to make his first conceptual jump.

The Matrix introduced an incredible set of concepts, philosophies, revolution, path-breaking special effects, and so many other things. I treasure it most because it asked me to believe that it is indeed possible to shape reality. Not in the literal sense of bending a spoon, sure - but why not?

Neo is still really not ready when he walks in to the Oracle’s home. There he meets the other potentials.

Spoon boy (also known as one of the other potentials): Do not try and bend the spoon. That’s impossible. Instead only try to realize the truth.
Neo: What truth?
Spoon boy: There is no spoon.
Neo: There is no spoon?
Spoon boy: Then you’ll see that it is not the spoon that bends, it is only yourself.

Later, the Oracle tells him what he needs to know, that he is not the one. Indeed, he has the gift, but he is waiting - perhaps for another life (self-fulfilling :-), don’t you think)? Who knows?

Oracle: I’d ask you to sit down, but your not going to anyway. And don’t worry about the vase.
Neo: What vase?
Oracle: That vase. (Neo looks back, half-turning and tips over a vase in the corner)
Neo: I’m sorry.
Oracle: I said don’t worry about it. I’ll get one of my students to fix it.
Neo: How did you know?
Oracle: What’s really going to bake your noodle later on is, would you still have broken it if I hadn’t said anything.

It is also on this same day that he realizes that he must make another choice. He makes his choice, at which point it appears to the observer - he has broken down every conceptual block and has begun to believe.

(Nebuchadnezzar)
Tank: Morpheus, you’re more than a leader to us. You’re our father. We’ll miss you always.
Neo: Stop. I don’t believe this is happening.
Tank: Neo, this has to be done.
Neo: Does it? I don’t know, I… this can’t be just coincidence. It can’t be.
Tank: What are you talking about?
Neo: The Oracle. She told me this would happen. She told me that I would have to make a choice.
Trinity: What choice?… What are you doing?
Neo: I’m going in.
Trinity: No you’re not.
Neo: I have to.
Trinity: Neo, Morpheus sacrificed himself so that he could get you out. There’s no way that you’re going back in.
Neo: Morpheus did what he did because he believed I am something I’m not.
Trinity: What?
Neo: I’m not the one, Trinity. The Oracle hit me with that too.
Trinity: No. You have to be.
Neo: Sorry, I’m not. I’m just another guy.
Trinity: No, Neo. That’s not true. It can’t be true.
Neo: Why?
Tank: Neo, this is loco. They’ve got Morpheus in a military controlled building. Even if you somehow got inside, those are agents holding him. Three of them. I want Morpheus back too, but what you’re talking about is suicide.
Neo: I know that’s what it looks like, but it’s not. I can’t explain to you why it’s not. Morpheus believed something and he was ready to give his life for what he believed. I understand that now. But that’s why I have to go.
Tank: Why?
Neo: Because I believe in something.
Trinity: What?
Neo: I believe I can bring him back…. What are you doing?
Trinity: I going with you.
Neo: No you’re not.
Trinity: No? Let me tell you what I believe. I believe Morpheus means more to me than he does to you. I believe if you were really serious about saving him you are going to need my help. And since I am the ranking officer on this ship, if you don’t like, I believe you can go to hell. Because you aren’t going anywhere else. Tank, load us up.

(Construct)
Trinity: Neo, no one has ever done anything like this.
Neo: That’s why it’s going to work.

The rest of course as they say, is Hollywood ;-). The truth is, Neo fought the battle, rescued Morpheus and gave his life. As his neuro-kinetic reading went flat he was then reborn (did anyone notice the digit “2″ on the screen?).

Thanks for stopping by. Believe in your self, now go watch the movie :-).

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Reversal of fortunes

May 30, 2006 · 6 Comments

Boxing was a huge affair at St. Peters. Every kid enjoyed cheering the boxers on until their voices were hoarse. St. Peters, like any other respectable school, divided their students into 4 competitive houses - Reds, Greens, Blues and the Yellows. The houses met annually at the boxing ring to duke it out for medals in the various weight classes. The sport was second only to Soccer in popularity. Watching the mass of boys sing in unison before every bout undoubtedly raised the boxers courage. Their loud, strong voices struck just the right note - Boxing was a gentleman's sport at Peters. Don't be misled though, after the bell rang it was each house for themselves as the two boxers fought. With every solid punch that found its mark or after a technical knock-out, the winning house cheered loudly. The boxers were a significant part of this act - sparring for about two minutes that seemed like an eternity, across 3 rounds. The bouts then played themselves out again and again, through the day for 2 days.

Did I mention that the Peters honorary referee - Shroff, was an ex-Peters boy? Shroff managed the fights like a professional would, never allowing a match to get out of hand or violent. If a boy clearly had the advantage, he would make sure the other boxer did not get into harms way. After all, there were parents to answer too. And yet, Shroff never called a fight too early - if he saw a spirited and even fight, he would keep it going. It was necessary for the boys too understand that victory, as well as defeat never came easily.

Not all Peters' boys had the courage to enter the ring. It was really voluntary. Parents fretted after some boys. Other boys ignored their parents encouragement and chose not to fight. There were all kinds. Harsh was somewhere in between. He was not sure if he wanted to box this year. Last week, just after lunch, Harsh weighed in with all the other boys from his house. He was slated to fight in the heaviest category in Peters. To him, that meant he would be fighting the seniors for the first time. That intimidated him. He wished he hadn't eaten so much curry and rice at lunch. Had he weighed in a few pounds less, he would have stayed with the welterweights.

On Monday, Harsh woke up feeling like he wanted to box but was still scared. He knew he would have a talk with Brij today, his senior. Brij, short for Brijmohan, headed the house with pride and Harsh looked up to him a lot. Brij would definitely follow up with every boy from the house who could box. He would want to know why Harsh wanted out.

Harsh went straight up to Brij's class at the lunch bell. Brij had been standing outside the class for the last hour by virtue of not having done his Biology assignment. Harsh looked straight at him "I'm not sure if I want to box". "And I did not want to do my Biology homework, now look at me!", Brij replied with a mischievous smile. Harsh was serious though, "I'll be pulped you Idiot. I can't box the seniors, they're just way too good". "Stop whining and focus on who your fighting. Your house needs the participation points. That's what you ought to box for. If I were you, I would get into the ring and think about slimming down next year. I am a little surprised by your attitude - are you going soft or something? If your thinking about failure already - I am not going to keep you on the other teams". Brij's direct threat had had the desired effect, Harsh went ahead and put his name down. He could not afford to lose his place on the other teams.

When the draws were announced, Harsh was drawn against Sergio one of the better boxers from Brij's class. It was not going to be easy to beat Sergio. Sergio's reach was a lot better than his own. Harsh began practicing for boxing day with his disadvantage in mind. He had consulted with Brij and decided that his best strategy would be to compete with Sergio on movement and agility. He would have to work hard to stay out of the way of the hard punches and try to win the fight on technical points.

On the day of the first round of bouts, the school rock band took over the boxing ring. They played "We are the champions!" with gusto, followed by a rocking rendition of the school song. The boxers waited in anticipation for their turn. As Harsh got his gear ready with the other boys of his house, he looked out at the ring, Shroff was already there announcing the bouts for the day. The match ups were under way soon.

As Harsh prepared to climb into the ring, he waved at his house supporters. They had been doing well that day and the spirit was infectious. He stepped inside and focused on Sergio. They were both ready to spar. Shroff got them together from their respective corners, shared a few words and began the fight. Before he knew it, Harsh was in the thick of it. Sergio had come out in a belligerent mood and was determined to use his reach to end the fight early. Harsh weaved confidently between the flurry of punches and moved quickly to return with a jab and a nasty cut across Sergio's chin. Harsh was going to take a few risks even if it meant coming in closer to Sergio. Shroff stalled the match while Sergio rejoined the fight, trying harder to land some good punches in. Harsh's supporters were going berserk - they were thrilled to see Sergio on the back foot.

At ring side, Harsh tried listening closely as Brij prompted him to stay cool and focus on the technicals for the next round. The blood and adrenalin were now rushing straight to his head. Harsh felt as if he could hear lucidly, but as soon as he stepped back into the ring he began trying to penetrate Sergio's defense. Sergio, calmer of the two, got in a solid punch to Harsh's forehead. Stunned, Harsh stepped away and irrationally attempted to weave back in and test Sergio's guard again.

It was apparent to all that Sergio had a clear advantage now. Sergio let loose a devastating combination that knocked Harsh down. As Harsh collapsed on the canvas, he felt as if he had crashed into a soft pile of snow. As he remained disoriented on the ground, Shroff stepped in and checked. On understanding Harsh's position, Shroff immediately awarded victory to Sergio. The bout was over for Harsh.

In the weeks that followed all the way to the end of the term, Harsh's fight was discussed with the very best. It was definitely a tall order for a junior day boy to gain popularity with the boarders and the seniors. He had put up an amazingly spirited fight against a clearly superior opponent. It had been his decision at the time to match punch for punch. He did not regret it. After all, he had all of next year to stick to plan.

Categories: fiction

Kamla Bhatt: Right Ho PG

February 27, 2006 · No Comments

Original Article: Kamla talks about PG Wodehouse and the desi fascination with the tales of Jeeves and Wooster.

(I want to write something about my own fascination with this English twit here - Wooster, but I cannot right now.)

Categories: India · blogging · fiction · humor

Scintillating - Urdu and English poetry

February 9, 2006 · 1 Comment

My friend Scintillating happens to write poetry in both Urdu and in English has her own Blog up on Blogspot. Her Urdu poetry promises to be very interesting. I suggest you head over there and give it a try, you won’t be dissapointed.
Experience the Ecstasy.

Humari Kalam Se.

While I am not at liberty to disclose who she is, I will suggest that her writing reflects her inherent grace.

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Yeh hai US meri Jaan

December 9, 2004 · No Comments

ey Dil, hai mushkil, jeena yahan,
jara hatke, jara bachke,
ye hai US, mera jaan…

kahin building, kahin dramey, kahin motor, kahin mill,
milta yahan sab kooch,
sirf milta nahi ek dil
kahin building, kahin dramey, kahin motor, kahin mill,
milta yahan sab kooch,
sirf milta nahi ek dil
insan ka nahin kahin namo-nishaan

ey Dil, hai mushkil, jeena yahan,
jara hatke, jara bachke,
ye hai US, meri jaan…

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